Connections

I’ve been dreading this week and what it means to me for a while now. The events of it make me realize over and over how fragile and unpredictable life is. Yesterday while I was thinking, Maddi came and sat on me. I looked at her and thought about how much she means to me, and that she too will die someday.
“Maddi Don’t die.” I said


I can't think right now, but all I know is that
above everything I am thankful for cigarettes and the people they have brought into my life.